3FINGER RING Forever 21 / LACETOP & SHORTS Urban Planet / GARTER eBay / SHOES Value Village / SUNGLASSES H&M
Some days I'm so conflicted with the functionality and aesthetics of my outfit. I want to have fun with what I wear but I don't want to alienate others with my look. I want to be able to feel comfy and free to move around in my outfit but I also want to convey a more creative part of my personality so that it'll be the first thing people notice when they view me, and not my race or my sex or my hair colour or the way I've done my makeup.
This outfit was the result of my appeasement trumping my personality.
I think when people see me in these clothes, they'll think "young, fun, modern" instead of "crazy, slutty, masculine" (hopefully).
But then that brings up a whole new topic:
Why should I even care what others think in the first place?
Well, we live in a world where people really fucking hate teenagers.
I don't want to contribute to the stereotype that we don't give a shit about other people.
I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable... to an extent.
I'm okay with wearing lingerie out if I cover myself up a little.
But I'm never gonna be able to pull off what I like to call The Taylor Momsen.
P.S. I'm only gonna be a teenager for a year more anyway. I think when I turn 20, I'll either go apeshit with my outfits and every day will be Halloween OR I'll turn into those retro indie chicks with girly clothing but entire sleeve tattoos on both arms to balance everything out.
P.P.S. I'm kidding, I'm too poor for sleeve tattoos.